If I ever push you away, I don't really mean to. When I tell you, I don't want to talk about it, I do. I am just looking for the right words. Give me a minute, and if I can tell you, I will. I'll try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. At the moment, I am working on the ratio. When I get really quiet sometimes it is because I have too much to say. I have thought of too many things to tell you all at once and I don't know what to say first. I get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. I miss you really easy but I also like that we can be apart and we are both okay. Space is good, too. I love the way we love some of the same things. And I love how we love entirely different things. My head is a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled up nostalgia for the past and somehow, the future. I am flawed and I am human and I am broken and I am trying. And i love you.
My news feed is flooded with posts about Simsimi or different conversations with this super-advanced chatting robot. I did try too! Haha. Most of the time this yellow chicken talks nonsense. But I admit chatting with this thingy was kinda fun. Here's a sample of our conversation. I typed my name just for the hell of it and look what I've got! This really made me chuckle!!! :P
You can talk about anything! Just be ready for his responses.
(Not even sure if he's a "HE") LOL.
You cannot easily erase the pain by saying “sorry”. Do your move. Make her feel that you’re sincerely open to take chances just to give her happiness. When she is wrapped in your arms while you’re kissing her hair, she feels important. For her, it is a sign of love from you. Every girl deserves to feel the way they want to be loved. Likewise, if you did something reckless and made her cry, just do things to make her smile.
All your effort will not be wasted as long as you’re willing to do it. Give your best as much as you say “sorry” a million times. Sometimes, apologies are not enough. Girls want to see that you are worth for second chances. Then, all you gotta do is prove it.
Hello there! I'm ALLYSIA and this is my so-called B-L-O-G! I think blogging is always a good idea. In here I can write my own story and bare my real self, in the best way I know how-through pictures, words and whatever I choose to put. Life's unpredictable and my blog let's me roll with the punches! The best part about it is that I'm able to reveal my own self and no one has to read between the lines to get to my core. Everyone is welcome here!
I am a gentle, honest person who seems to care more of the others than of myself. Looks spirited, feisty, independent and a lively young girl with the ability to touch people's hearts. Open and honest with my feelings, I am known to act on impulse rather than reasoning. Driven by my ambition, I can be difficult at times. Although I seem to be uncaring and frivolous at first glance, in reality I am sensitive. I like to try new things and if I mess up, I can always backtrack. I can be weird sometimes. I know how to play up the strong points of my personality and how to play down the not-so-good ones. When I’m depressed expect me to EAT or RANT ONLINE. I'm not afraid to speak my mind and I'm comfortable with who I am. ü