I feel so wretched. It's as if I'm the most pathetic person in the world. How could I always hurt the person I value the most? I know that he's hurting too much. I make mistakes and I'm taking note of it, but the rude thing is I'm just doing it again and again. :( It's just that... urrgh! I DON'T KNOW. Even I don't know the exact reason. I am so sober as hell! I'm SORRY. I know sometimes he's sick and tired of it already. But I'm pretty sure that he'll understand because he loves me. But knowing that he loves me doesn't mean that everything I did was okay, right? (I hope being able to say this makes him proud of me.) That's why I'm saying sorry. After all those things, I realized in the end it is him that matters to me most. :(
I've already deleted the post you wanted me to delete. See? It's not here already. ilysm. :)
..make the same mistake again!I dunno what's gone into me? Sheeeeet! Here I go over and over again. It seems like forever. Huhu. But swear to God I didn't intend to do it for the nth time around. I'm really sorry.:(
Hello there! I'm ALLYSIA and this is my so-called B-L-O-G! I think blogging is always a good idea. In here I can write my own story and bare my real self, in the best way I know how-through pictures, words and whatever I choose to put. Life's unpredictable and my blog let's me roll with the punches! The best part about it is that I'm able to reveal my own self and no one has to read between the lines to get to my core. Everyone is welcome here!
I am a gentle, honest person who seems to care more of the others than of myself. Looks spirited, feisty, independent and a lively young girl with the ability to touch people's hearts. Open and honest with my feelings, I am known to act on impulse rather than reasoning. Driven by my ambition, I can be difficult at times. Although I seem to be uncaring and frivolous at first glance, in reality I am sensitive. I like to try new things and if I mess up, I can always backtrack. I can be weird sometimes. I know how to play up the strong points of my personality and how to play down the not-so-good ones. When I’m depressed expect me to EAT or RANT ONLINE. I'm not afraid to speak my mind and I'm comfortable with who I am. ü