Monday, January 25, 2010 ♥
wut?
What will you do when you are facing/choosing between two choices?
SIMPLE
"toss a coin"
it works not because it settles the question for you,
but when the coin is in the air,
you suddenly know what you are hoping for!
@ 4:03 PM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 ♥
BLANK
There were absolutely so many things that cropped up to me lately. A lot of ideas of what to blog have been brain waived---but the moment I would start typing a new post... Guess what? I just went BLANK. Seems like everything were blown away! How rude was that? Urgh. Crap! I'm just killing my time (giving it an unlawful death) blatantly looking at the monitor, realizing that it was still a blank sheet (I mean, a blank post). In spite of everything, there's NOTHING in it. Oh well. Maybe I'm not just getting the vibes to type-slash-twaddle anything. Except for now. :)
Hear it straight from me:
"I suppose I have nothing to blog because I don't sense that I have something to blog, but then I thought what about I'll blog on the subject of not having anything to blog at all? Perhaps, that's a good idea. So, that's what my blog is all about just now."
Hear it straight from me:
"I suppose I have nothing to blog because I don't sense that I have something to blog, but then I thought what about I'll blog on the subject of not having anything to blog at all? Perhaps, that's a good idea. So, that's what my blog is all about just now."
HUH?
LOL.
LOL.
@ 6:30 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009 ♥
read between the lines :)
no matter how bitter a coffee gets...
one bite of a sweet cookie
changes everything! :))
one bite of a sweet cookie
changes everything! :))
@ 12:30 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009 ♥
I Don't Know
I feel so wretched. It's as if I'm the most pathetic person in the world. How could I always hurt the person I value the most? I know that he's hurting too much. I make mistakes and I'm taking note of it, but the rude thing is I'm just doing it again and again. :( It's just that... urrgh! I DON'T KNOW. Even I don't know the exact reason. I am so sober as hell! I'm SORRY. I know sometimes he's sick and tired of it already. But I'm pretty sure that he'll understand because he loves me. But knowing that he loves me doesn't mean that everything I did was okay, right? (I hope being able to say this makes him proud of me.) That's why I'm saying sorry. After all those things, I realized in the end it is him that matters to me most. :(
P.S.
I've already deleted the post you
wanted me to delete. See? It's not
here already. ilysm. :)
@ 12:13 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009 ♥
How could I ever...
..make the same mistake again! I dunno what's gone into me? Sheeeeet! Here I go over and over again. It seems like forever. Huhu. But swear to God I didn't intend to do it for the nth time around. I'm really sorry. :(
I feel so shitty damn stupid!
I feel so shitty damn stupid!
@ 10:25 AM
Saturday, September 26, 2009 ♥
Saccharine Love
Classic lines from HIM. <3 *Im a Bee. Can you be my honey?
*Charger ka ba? I need you fill the EMPTINESS in me.
*May kandila ka ba diyan? Patirik naman dito sa dibdib ko..
Para sa puso kong patay na patay sayo. :)
Corny. Sweet. Sugary. Syrupy. Sobrang Cheessy!
His lines always work for me. LOL.
*May kandila ka ba diyan? Patirik naman dito sa dibdib ko..
Para sa puso kong patay na patay sayo. :)
Corny. Sweet. Sugary. Syrupy. Sobrang Cheessy!
His lines always work for me. LOL.
@ 3:09 PM
Monday, August 31, 2009 ♥
Sweetness :)
I can say that these past few months have been the hardest for both of us. We were constantly fighting. We even had to cool down for a while. Hmmm. For about 2 weeks I guess. But everyday I was constantly hoping that things will get better. Well. I knew it will. We just had to settle our differences.
One afternoon we decided to talk. But during that time, it was still NOT OK. We just took the weight off our feet at one table at a corner blatantly looking nowhere. As if no one wanted to speak first. I looked at him. It was so damn painful because I missed him so much! Our conversation was not that good. I explained my self but I think he hadn't understood a thing. He's so hurt. I brought so much pain to him. I was also hurt with all the things he said-though I knew it's all out of anger. And I can't blame him for that.
As tension got in our way, we started yelling at each other. It's pointless. We can't talk like that. Out of the blue, silence embraced us. No one's talking. And the worst part is we ended up resolving nothing.
We decided to just go home and rest. We went on separate ways. My heart was breaking. I didn't know what to do at that time. I was already in the jeepney when I received an unexpected text from him.
It was a plain text saying, "Pwede ta ka madul-ong?" I was thrilled. I hurriedly went back. Then I saw him, almost catching his breath. Without any word, we rode in the jeepney together. It was so awkward. We were not looking or even saying a single word to each other. We just sat there close at each other's side.
Then something happened that almost made me cry. HE HELD MY HAND. I was very touched he didn't knew I was barely holding my tears back. (We were still not talking at that point.)
He smiled his perferct smile.
I held his hand tighter.
He hugged me.
I hugged him.
There's really no need for words. Even in silence-LOVE can be heard. :) I'm happy that things between us are ok now. We wanted to spend more time with each other so we end up eating and chatting at McDonald's at the Atrium until 7 pm. :)
One afternoon we decided to talk. But during that time, it was still NOT OK. We just took the weight off our feet at one table at a corner blatantly looking nowhere. As if no one wanted to speak first. I looked at him. It was so damn painful because I missed him so much! Our conversation was not that good. I explained my self but I think he hadn't understood a thing. He's so hurt. I brought so much pain to him. I was also hurt with all the things he said-though I knew it's all out of anger. And I can't blame him for that.
As tension got in our way, we started yelling at each other. It's pointless. We can't talk like that. Out of the blue, silence embraced us. No one's talking. And the worst part is we ended up resolving nothing.
We decided to just go home and rest. We went on separate ways. My heart was breaking. I didn't know what to do at that time. I was already in the jeepney when I received an unexpected text from him.
It was a plain text saying, "Pwede ta ka madul-ong?" I was thrilled. I hurriedly went back. Then I saw him, almost catching his breath. Without any word, we rode in the jeepney together. It was so awkward. We were not looking or even saying a single word to each other. We just sat there close at each other's side.
Then something happened that almost made me cry. HE HELD MY HAND. I was very touched he didn't knew I was barely holding my tears back. (We were still not talking at that point.)
I looked at him.
He smiled his perferct smile.
I held his hand tighter.
He hugged me.
I hugged him.
There's really no need for words. Even in silence-LOVE can be heard. :) I'm happy that things between us are ok now. We wanted to spend more time with each other so we end up eating and chatting at McDonald's at the Atrium until 7 pm. :)
Oh well. That wasn't an ordinary day.
There's no ordinary day when I'm with him. :))
There's no ordinary day when I'm with him. :))
@ 1:43 PM
Thursday, July 30, 2009 ♥
Falling Into Places
"Things just happen. Things that you may never understand. But you just have to believe that it's for the best. Even if it doesn't always seem that way."
Everything is fine now.
I'm HAPPY.
I'm HAPPY.
@ 11:57 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009 ♥
More CRAP here!
The SHITS
1. My LOLO died.
I went home last week to attend the burial.
I can't deem with the fact that he's gone.
But I know he's happy--he's now with Lola.
They are now together forever in paradise.
2. My BROTHER got admitted in the hospital
the day after the burial.
He's the weakest link in the family!
He's asthmatic and now he's got a low pottasium content
which can lead to a cardiac arrest if not remedied immediately.
(huwat?!he's only 13!)
He will be forever medicated!
Oh HELL!
3. The PRELIMS just ended.
Thanked God it's over.
Literature is devastating!
The subject is fine, the exam is not!
It's as if we need to memorize every word in our book!
Simply because our prof is the AUTHOR?!
(Crap! it's not even a major subject!)
4. I'm sick. I'm stressed. I'm not
a hundred percent!
(*-*)
5. WE are not in good terms right now.
I'm so careless--knowing that he's VERY SENSITIVE!
I keep on repeating my mistakes! It's all my fault!
All I give him is pain and misery.
I'm suppose to make him happy.
STUPID me!
6. I found out that I've got myself a NEW POSER!
DAMN! Are you that ugly that you have
to take my pictures, copy my stuffs and
pretend to be me?!
PRETTY LAME!
"Whenever you look in the mirror..
Is it ME that you see?"
CLICK!
The POSER
7.I'm shitty scared of what's
happening! HELP!
It's not a lucky 7 after all.
CAN LIFE GET ANY WORSE?
I can't deem with the fact that he's gone.
But I know he's happy--he's now with Lola.
They are now together forever in paradise.
2. My BROTHER got admitted in the hospital
the day after the burial.
He's the weakest link in the family!
He's asthmatic and now he's got a low pottasium content
which can lead to a cardiac arrest if not remedied immediately.
(huwat?!he's only 13!)
He will be forever medicated!
Oh HELL!
3. The PRELIMS just ended.
Thanked God it's over.
Literature is devastating!
The subject is fine, the exam is not!
It's as if we need to memorize every word in our book!
Simply because our prof is the AUTHOR?!
(Crap! it's not even a major subject!)
4. I'm sick. I'm stressed. I'm not
a hundred percent!
(*-*)
5. WE are not in good terms right now.
I'm so careless--knowing that he's VERY SENSITIVE!
I keep on repeating my mistakes! It's all my fault!
All I give him is pain and misery.
I'm suppose to make him happy.
STUPID me!
6. I found out that I've got myself a NEW POSER!
DAMN! Are you that ugly that you have
to take my pictures, copy my stuffs and
pretend to be me?!
PRETTY LAME!
"Whenever you look in the mirror..
Is it ME that you see?"
CLICK!
The POSER
7.I'm shitty scared of what's
happening! HELP!
It's not a lucky 7 after all.
CAN LIFE GET ANY WORSE?
@ 8:05 PM
Saturday, June 6, 2009 ♥
Up-to-the-Minute
Let me start this post with a text message quip.
"Taking a nursing course is like strolling in a park..Jurassic Park." *Toinks.
Am I suppose to laugh? Haha. I see in your mind's eye the look on your faces. You don't even have to let the cat out of the bag. (For those with the BIG "?" on their heads, this simply means you don't even have to tell it.) Haha.
Anyways, I already enrolled myself for this school year (1st semester). I'm on my 2nd year in college! Can you imagine how time just seems to whoosh by? With all the comings and goings, I'm just in high spirits that my 1st year in college was over and done. So far so good. But as my level increases, I know I'll be expecting more bumps on the road, more struggles, more on everything!
And GUESS what?
I HATE MY SCHED! Hrrrrrrr!
WHY?! Health Care w/c will be one of my major subjects this sem is from 2pm-8pm! Urgh! 6 HOURS?! 8 PM?! Oh crap! And i have classes almost everyday w/c will end like 7 or 8pm! How's that!Errrr!
Who wants to exchange their last names w/ me?! Grrrrr. (the schedule is based on our section w/c is alphabetical!) Huhu.
Now. where's the f***** DINOSAURS! GAME ON!
@ 2:00 PM
