Hush!

Hello! People guess what? I've been living 'alone' for more than 2 weeks now. ahaha! What an achievement! Maybe you would think it's not a big deal or whatsoever, but for me it is! My Dad is busy with his work. He's currently in Negros right now to fix things. So, I'm left here alone on Iloilo-which means I have the freedom to do whatever I want, but with limitations of course. For 16 years that I'm existing here in this world, I've been so reliant to my parents. At the same time, they're so over-protective to me. So whatever I do or wherever I go, I must report it to them. They can also be as strict as a ruler! Haiz. Sometimes I wish I could do what other teens like me do. You know, the usual things: night-outs, going anywhere without worrying about that stupid curfew-which kills the fun actually, staying up all night, party 'till dawn, blah blah blah... But what can i do? NOTHING! uhuh. It's fine. Yeah, in fact I'm over used to it. Hmmmm. Now I'm just enjoying my time here, living independently and I oh-so-looovee it. =)

On the other hand, I was so distraught when I discovered that someone's pretending to be my boyfriend when in fact he's NOT! How's that? arrrrghhh! I don't understand why he has to do such thing, and I don't even know him! Such a feeler! I hate it. SOB.

Super Girl-No More

I'm lying in my bed, looking blankly in the ceiling, feeling sluggish and all, when suddenly something just pops out in my mind. I started wondering if I've become an overworked girl. I asked my self, "Am I neglecting my own needs just so others will like me?". They say that people who aim to please and keep the peace are often overly concerned of what others think of them. They sacrifice what they want, dismiss what they feel, and mold who they are just to avoid being seen as a party popper, a bad friend, a manang, a flake, or anything other than what they think people expect them to be. I must admit, sometimes I'm like that. It's just that it's also difficult to say NO. I'm thinking that if I don't say YES to everything and be everything to everyone, the world will come to an end. But it's not like that. I realized that my friends are strong enough to survive a day without me, the world will keep turning even if I shut off my cell phone so I can finish my work, and my family will still be my family even if I choose to go after my dreams instead of theirs. Hmmmm. Now it's time to take that heavy load in my chest and...breath. =)

whataack! ReUniOn =)

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Ciao!ü

Hello Sembreak!

Final Exams:OVER
1st Semester:FINISH
(Whew! XD)

Things I'm blissful about: =)

*I got exempted from my 2 subjects in the finals.
*I already received my scholarship grant.
*I'll be back in my hometown. Bye City of LOVE, Hello City of SMILES.
*I'm gonna see my family and my oh-so-adorable pet-Bruce! Grrr!
*I'm looking forward for a reunion with friends. PARTIANS barkada!I miss 'em!
*I'll be able to sleep, sleep and sleep! Forty winks here I come! zZzZz...
*No more monster exams! Well. Maybe just for now.Bwahaha!

Things I'm gloomy about: =(

*I'll SUPER miss my MSL. Sob.
*I'll part ways with some of my cm8s in AHSE 1-E. So tear-jerking. I'll uber miss their company!Anyways, we're still in the same school. See yah around guys!
*I'll miss Chem. (ows?) Hmmm. Anyhow? Ma'am Baby Lou? Bwahah!
*I won't be able to have a glimpse of my crush every MWF. Lol.
*I'll be missing strawberry, tutti fruity ang bubblegum shakes!

Awtz. Enough of this drama. Sembreak will just be for 2-3 weeks. It's not that long.
Maybe just enough to take a break and loosen up for a jiffy.

On the contratry, 2nd sem is fast approaching...

What will happen next? Hmmm.

Stay CLOSE. MWAH!

Everything Is Fine Now =)

"When something is over, it can never start again. When it's broken, I can never put back the pieces. Life is not the way I want it to be. When I know that someone is hurting me, I'll just stop. I know that it hurts a lot, but I must learn to let go. I won't push my self too hard. Because I know that in every 'Ending' there's such a thing that I call 'Beginning'."


STATUS: Happy =)